When you think that I'm not watchingI can see a bleakness in your smileI know all the depths you've gone toTo lift the sorrow from your eyesOh, was it worth your while?
The picture this paints is just so beautiful. Trying to put up a happy front, but you can never hide from those who know you the best. This is one of my favorite songs on the album. I gasped when I listened to it alone in bed at 12:15 am for the first time.
From "Wild Horses II"
Where do you go to when you look past me?Do you see yourself miserable and free?
You've got to be fucking kidding me. Note that this is the fourth verse, and it actually echos the opening line of the song "'Where are we going?', something you asked me", though of course now the pronouns have changed from "we" to "you". This is through and through a storytelling song, and it's not a happy story being told. The fifth verse locks in our heroes' fate.
"I hate who we've become," spoken like an absoluteJust listened to you speak, there was nothing to disputeI guess something shifted, I guess something diedThought I couldn't change it, so I didn't even try
From "A Feeling That Never Came"
I go back there time and time againLooks I stole when you weren't watchingI stood at the corner, solemn in the rainWaiting for something, a feeling that never cameI got too drunk and embarrassed myselfThought I'd be enough if I was someone elseKissed in the sweet sweltering heatOn Bowery or maybe Delancey Street
This one's long, and I'm not gonna pretend it's short. The rhyme scheme and melody of the song sorta lend to this whole passage feeling like one big long line when you listen to it (in a way that Fiona Apple lyrics sometimes feel like one big long line). I think it's my top favorite song off the album, and it's such an innocent memory of a relationship that could have been but never was. It speaks to a universal insecurity and makes listeners feel less alone. And hmmm... I love that!
From "Ready To Run"
So I've stopped making those conclusionsThinking you could truly know someoneYou peel a layer, find anotherNo, you're never really done
I like this one because it is kind of stupid, and I say that as the biggest First Aid Kit fan you will ever meet in your life. Just the step-by-step visual of peeling a layer of something, and then what's that?! another layer?! I don't know exactly what it is, but something about the lyrics themselves feels patronizing, but I like that forced, cliché, manufactured sort of expression. Something about putting your full authenticity behind an idea that feels overused or often inauthentic I find to be really special and brilliant, and I'll never know (and never want to know) if this was an intentional move, though I am pretty crazy and even typing this all out now feel it would be too crazy to plan to be ironically patronizing to one's listeners. I laugh a little every time this lyric comes up.
Anyways stream Palomino and comment below if you have any favorite tracks!
[QUICK EDIT: I left out my actual favorite lyric of the album (lmao lmao dumbass vibes) from the song "The Last One" chorus: "How I wasted my time before you. How I wasted my time before you wasted my time before I knew you." LIKE?!!!!!! I think this may be an accident, because the phrasing online splits the second sentence like "How I wasted my time before you // wasted my time before I knew you", so if it's not meant as a continued sentence but rather a repeat of the same sentence just without the first word, I'm choosing to interpret as a continued sentence. "How I wasted my time before you wasted my time" ??? come on! You can't write this stuff!]

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